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Wednesday, July 12, 2006
I think i owe the world something.
If not, why would I have to be so miserable for the past 2 weeks? I have to rush from place to place almost everyday; spent close to 200 bucks (and still counting) on cab fares in 2 weeks; practically had no time in-between for proper meals - always ending up with ONE meal a day which often happens after 10pm... I'm so broke to eat anyway..; kept changing my tuition timings and apologising to my irritated students.. soon i'm gonna be fired, i think; have no time for my friends and family; have no time for myself.
It just makes things worse when people can't get their priorities right. Not that I can get my priorities right but at least I would not inconvenience anyone else but myself. Sigh. Sometimes I wonder if all these decisions that I've made are right. Why am i torturing myself like this?
I'm mentally screwed and physically exhausted. wtf.
It's times like these that make my whole life so f***ed up that I feel like relieving myself of these misery, like, you know... .... .... and all these misery will come to a halt. I'm too tired to rationalise anymore.
: 3:38 AM