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Sunday, April 02, 2006
Sometimes i wonder if i should just isolate myself or something, so that i can have my worries greatly reduced. Probably i'm being over sensitive, but i just feel terribly insecure in the environment i'm in. Maybe we all just have different expectations when it comes to friendship or any relationship for that matter.
Everyone has their own social circles and seek different priorities. Occasionally meeting up for the sake of meeting up & 'catching up' with our lives, but it becomes more of like updating and gossiping, and less of genuine concern... We probably gel together bacause we once were but that does not mean that we have to keep it going solely for the sake of doing so. Or if we do not do so, we may lose out on some things in life, things which we aren't even know what they are exactly. We just want. It may be a sign to move on. Probably it's just like marriage, where the relationship naturally gets less colourful, more routine, unless someone, or better still, both parties put in the effort to keep it going... Otherwise the flame just dies off and any relationship can just tranform into a lifeless and dull obligation... One day, all your friends will be attached, one by one, and everyone drifts apart. Then, all of a sudden you just feel like you are left alone. It is not a feeling that i particularly look forward to, so perhaps moving on early may be a good thing ya? The longer you are with a group, the harder you bear to leave...
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